I don’t know how much longer I can fool everyone that my depression isn’t back. I don’t want them to see how weak I am again. I don’t want them to see that I failed.>>
I don’t want to be around people at the moment, but I don’t particularly like being alone. Not really sure what to do.>>
I just wish I had Christmas with my loved ones to look forward to. It would make this all bearable, but I don’t even have that.
Fuck this shit.
I’m running away.>>
My life is a joke. I just wish it was the funny kind.>>
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The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug - Ed Sheeran - I see fire
AMAZING :’3 ♥♥
It’s so beautiful!!
My 2nd year of university is ruined. Completely. There is no light at the end of the tunnel, just a long cold wait until June, until I can get out of this bullshit.>>
Its bad again today, and I have to go to work soon and I have to pretend. I have to be friendly, I have to be nice. When really all I want to do is go for a run, and let the pain and anger wash away from me.>>